After 17 years quited from the choir, now I found myself back to one. I've been invited by my daughter ex-teacher to sing in our local choir, and without thinking twice I said, "Sure, it would be nice!". That was three-month ago.
Three-month later, I went to the first practice of this year after a long summer break, and found myself a long list of concert and performance that due until June 2010. It freaked me out. I asked myself, "Will I be able to fulfill the responsability to show up every week since I love to travel so much?", "How about all the vacation we already planned until Summer 2010? Do I have to sacrifice any of them?". Before I could find any of those questions answered, the practice is began. I followed everyone to sing, even though I couldn't really concentrate due to questions that still lingered on my head. We sang for 2 hours, and I can't believe myself that I still be able to sing. It feels so good to be able to express myself through my voice again, I feel....FREE.
Forget about those questions, I think I will just go ahead and enjoy myself for the moment. There are many works wait to be done with the choir, but isn't life is about all but responsability and works. So then, roll up the sleeve, let's sing for this Sunday for the morning mass.